It's difficult to maintain this blog. Firstly, the reason i created it has passed on and even though it is fun to post here it is also tiresome and not fullfilling. Forced, i guess you could say. Secondly, since i had created this blog to follow our adoption, i had mainly used it to connect with others who are adopting so my Following page is just flooded with adoptive families. it is so hard to continue following all those lives. I am happy for each and every family and child, it's just difficult for me to be actively happy when i'm fighting that creeping ache and anger inside.
Being that i am well aware that this topic causes havok on my moods and thoughts and feelings just now, i'm just taking a nice long break from here, i think.
I have a facebook account that i play with daily and post pictures on. That'll have to do for now.
So, until such time as i am mentally healthy.
Love,
Leslie
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Leslie, do yourself a favor and Un-follow all those blogs. Find other blogs that interest you, or just occasionally post about your princess. But above all else, remember that the feelings you're having are normal and don't make you a bad person. You are such a wonderful woman and mother. A mother who's story is completely written, yet only partially revealed. God has big plans for you friend, and I intend on celebrating every moment of the journey! Keep your head up and your smile sweet.
ReplyDeleteGod's blessings & love,
Sarah :D